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Once there was a girl named Jamie, she was in 6th grade at Seqouia middle school. It was the day before outdoor school. She couldn't wait, she was so excited, she was packing practically everything in her room for the trip. "Dont forget to pack your hairbrush, toothbrush, tooth paste, and toilet paper!!!" her mom yelled after her. "Yeah, whatever mom" she shot back. Getting on the bus the next day, the boy she liked asked if she would sit next to him. Of course she said yes and the whole ride there was wonderful. She found out that he had feelings for her too! Then it was time to get off the bus, sadly for Jamie and her new boyfriend. They kissed eachother today and went on the grand tour of Camp Bloomfield. She was so excited she had gotten her best friends cabbin and everything. Cabbin ..1. She picked a camp name "butterfly" and her best friend, Jessica, picked the name "Moon" That night the counselor announced that they had to pick a bathroom buddy (at this time the bathrooms were outside) incase they had to go in the middle of the night. It was now 9:30, lights out. Jamie had bunked with Jessica because they were bathroom buddies and since they were so close she couldn't get to sleep because Jessica's faint snoring kept her awake. Then, she dozed off. All of the sudden, her eyes poped open, it was still deadly silent in the cabbin and dark outside, only the moonlight shining through the window in a stream accross her bead. She had to go to the bathroom so she jumped off the top bunk to wake up Jessica, only, Jessica wasn't there. Figuring Jessica had to go to, and didn't want to wake Jamie, she went to the bathroom alone. When she came back into the cabbin, she noticed Jessica was still gone... Strange, but Jamie was sure she was fine. The next time she awoke, it was broad day light and everyone was awake, and the counselor was crying. She wouldn't tell anyone why and then Timber, the instructor of Camp Bloomfield, came in. He announced that everyone must evacuate without looking back, in a single file line. If he saw anyone talking or look back he would call their parents and have them sent home immediately. Wondering what all the fuss was about, they obeyed, walking in a single file line out the front door. Jamie was just to tempted and waited for an opportunity to look back. No one was looking, and she WAS at the end of the line so she glanced back and couldn't believe what she had just seen. There, beyond all the police, investigators, and FBI agents. Beyond all the caution tape and worried faces...was Jessica. She had a rope tied around her neck, and she was suspended from the tree. She was skinned clean and bloody. The only way Jamie recignized her was by her eyes, which were the only things that WERN'T skinned or completely covered in blood. There was a bloody knife laying on the ground beside Jessica had a note pinned onto her foot. It wasn't opened so she guessed the cops didn't read it yet for evidence of some kind. She burst into tears at the sight of her slaughtered best friend and when the counselors asked what was wrong she simply replied "Where is Jessica, I want jessica!" The counselor stood up and continued walking, now at a faster pace hard for Jamie and her cabbin mates to keep up with. ----------------one week later--------------------------- Jamie turned on the news to see if the weather was going to be warm or not. But instead, she saw a picture of Jessica as the reporter explained the tragic accident to the public on national television. Here is the reporters story: "Just a week ago, here at Camp Bloomfiled, a young 12 year old child, Jessica Sonders, was murdered here. 'Taken straight out of her bed' Says the cabbin counselor. Her parents are devistated and are now filing a lawsuit against Camp Bloomfield. She was found cut up and hung by a rope on a tree with a disturbing note that read, "She was good." As if this was not devistating enough, a week later, a man was spotted on Sleepy Hollow, a ground on the camp premisis. He was seen with a chunk of what looked like human flesh. "He was chewing it up savegly" says Locust AKA kevin, a naturalist here at camp bloomfield. A devistating story by Alice Haffer, back to you Ted with the weather." Jamie flicked off the TV, mortified at what she had just learned of her best friend. 2 weeks later, Jamie was found on her bed, at exactly 3:01 A.M. dead. She was slaughtered just as her best friend was. ************************************************* Bad things happen...when you go to the bathroom alone. Repost this within the next 2 minutes in Jessica and Jamie's memory. If you carelessly don't, both of the dead, slaughtered, girls will come to your bed and slaughter you in your sleep. Just like themselves...
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[02 Jun 2005|04:09pm] |
Heartbroken
beautiful pieces of the past
shattered
torn
broken on the floor
try to move on
but the heavy chains hold strong
chains that were once your warm embrace
they imprison me now
to soak in my misery and loneliness
in the dark dungeon of the lost
cold
damp
lonely
it swallows me whole
swirling in my memories
of you and me
those soft lips
endearing eyes
sweet smile
all turning slowly
to sobs
glares
and frowns
What was so alive
what had such warmth
is now but a cold dead corpse
rotting slowly in my mind
The love and joy i used to know
the laughs we shared
the love we made
all vaporized
within one pathetic moment
and the love that took so long to build
all destroyed
burned
crushed
in a lightning flash
Brandon, i will always love you
even if you don't love me.
I am heartbroken
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[02 May 2005|07:13pm] |
By: Randy Gray
A little mean
A little cute
A little confused
A little mute
Sometimes a smile
Sometimes a frown
Look over here
There are smiles to be found
To much to say
But there's no time
I just wanted to tell you
All the things on my mind
Why was it so hard,
I knew something wasn't clear
You took away my strength's
And turned them into fear
You were the clown that was laughing
When I couldn't find the light
Like a trapeze artist in the sky
But you made me afraid of the height
I've changed my body, soul and mind
I stand my ground firm.
Open my eyes and finally realize
It's time for change, but this time, it's my turn.
isnt that cute i thought it was.
luv ya chris
Much love
amanda<3
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[15 Apr 2005|10:32pm] |
i hate everything im so sick of life theres no point in even living here ne more its so old everyday its the sme old shit nothing changes im done im ready for a change fuck it i quit...
I want my heart back since u dont want it
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[09 Apr 2005|02:22pm] |
I love going to skool especially when i see jenny cuz all i imagine is me and carly beating the fuck out of her.ha ha i cant wait.
yep but everything else pretty much sucks.cuz.. life sucks ppl suck and things suck.
Much Love
Amanda<3
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[30 Mar 2005|08:54am] |
well over the weekend i went to dees it was really fun on friday we had people come over which was fun;) then on saturday we went to ppl's house and we drank and had fun which was also cool then sunday i went to my uncles which sucked cuz too many memories then monday megan cam over n me n here met anthony up at the mall it was fun but i was super nervous then i left the mall and on the way home we went to the pet store i had no idea why but then my aunt told me we were gettin a dog i was so suprised cuz me n jazzy begged her forever so ya now we have a dog its pit and american bulldog mixed and its black and white its so cute!:) then tuesday we did nothin just hung out n played bball then today im goin to her house to see her brother and hopefully wally n then who knows. thats about it. this week kinda sucked too but its all my fault and he doesnt seem to care that im sry but ill get over it. i probably wont update again for another month.
Much Love,
Amanda<3
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[24 Mar 2005|04:16pm] |
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things suck ppl sucks LIfe sucks..
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[17 Feb 2005|06:18pm] |
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Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo
When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
Cuz the feeling that I feel within
No other man would ever make me feel so right
Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel
From the moment that I met you its been so damn real
My heart seems to skip another beat
Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak
Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
And you love me I'm your lady
I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
It's true and no fronting
Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you
I'll just break down (down)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy
I need to be your lady
I've been thinking lately
That you and me, yes we can make it
Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Ohhh, ohhh....
Crazy... lady..... lately....
Ohhh ohhh.....
Ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
Baby...
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even tho this vacation sucks ass its been good too because of brandon hes awesome i love that kid too death i just cant wait for this vaca to be over so i can go to skool to see him!
his b-day is in 5 days to.
we have plans lol ha ha
Much Love
Amanda
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[17 Feb 2005|01:06pm] |
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This Fuckin Vacation SUcks.
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[14 Feb 2005|04:27pm] |
Hey Amanda<33
I Hope you Like Your Journal <3
--xo Your Number One Hoe..
.Kristina.
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[14 Feb 2005|01:24pm] |
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Today turned out better than i thought it would!
Face98: will u be my valentine
XPr3ttyXHate: aww of course!:-)
Happy Valentines Day!
Much Love
Amanda<3
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[09 Feb 2005|04:15pm] |
This week has totally been fucked up i just dont get it ne of it im so sick of everything i try to leave soemthing alone and i make it worse each day i hear something new or I SEE something new and it just stabs another knife through my heart and im just broken now i dont kno wat else to do i try to talk to my friends but they dont understand the only one who does is becky its just funny how ppl can be so in love with u and be happy then they break up with u cuz they say theyre hurting but then after they do theyre very unhappy i just dont get it hes explained it a 100 timez its just very weird...
I wish i could change things or i could go back and make them different.:(
but wishes never come true and promises dont mean SHIT.
Much Love
me
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[02 Feb 2005|03:12pm] |
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how attractive am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?
Answerit
Thanx Amanda<3
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[20 Jan 2005|11:36pm] |
1. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
2. Where did we meet?:
3. What's my middle name?:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:
6. My age:
7. Birthday:
8. My favorite band at the moment:
9. My Color eyes:
10. Do I have any siblings?:
11. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
12. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
13. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
14. Describe me in 3 words:
15. How would you describe me to someone?:
16. Would you ever date me?:
17. Would you ever kiss me?:
18. Would you ever have sex with me?:
19.Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
20: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
21: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
22: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
23. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
24. What do you think my weakness is?:
25. Do you think I'll get married?:
26. What makes me happy?:
27. What makes me sad?:
28. What reminds you of me?:
29. When's the last time you saw me?:
30. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
31. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
32. What song reminds you of me?:
33. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
34. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day???:
Much Love
Amanda<3
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[20 Jan 2005|08:52pm] |
o - yes
x - no
~ - depends
Would you ever....
() worry about me if you notice I'm sad?
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me... even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() drive me somewhere/anywhere?
() take a shower with me?
() let me draw something for you?
() draw something for me?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() visit me if you come to my city?
() listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink if i didn't have money?
() take me home for the night?
() let me sleep in your bed?
() sing car karaoke with me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() let me give you a piggyback ride?
() have sex with me?
() come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
() give me your mail address to be penpals?
() be scared to talk to me
Much Love..
Amanda<3
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[19 Jan 2005|06:00pm] |
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What was i thinking falling for him AGAIN????
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